Tonight was stressful. It’s Maintenance Monday and since we haven’t really been doing it the last couple weeks I didn’t think much of it today. I came right in the front door (as opposed to the garage door like a slave is supposed to) and straight into the living room (as opposed to the bedroom… Continue reading Bad Slut!
…for Him to wake up, for Him to get out of the shower, for Him to come to breakfast, for Him to leave for work. I wait to hear from Him all day because that one little text message in the middle of the day offers this huge spark of encouragement (whether intended or not).… Continue reading And so I wait…
After Sir read my last post He wanted to talk about it. I suppose that’s good, it shows He’s concerned, although that wasn’t the goal of my writing it. In fact when I talked to Him on the phone today I was at work and even though I really didn’t want to talk about it… Continue reading Think About It
That’s what I told Him in a text today after I found out (quite by accident) that my job transfer went through. Yes, I’m a little nervous. And yes, that’s completely ridiculous considering I’m the one who made the initial suggestion to move in together. I’ve been through a LOT of change over the last… Continue reading It’s Getting Real
Yesterday… What a day! I’ve been thinking a lot about how different things in different lives can be made into such a big deal when they really aren’t. Especially if you think about the things in other people’s lives that really are a big deal. Sometimes I make a bigger deal out of things than… Continue reading Cranes and Contacts
In my last post I wrote about my own disappointment in myself for failing my test. I hadn’t had a chance to actually talk to Sir and it wasn’t until later that I really realized how disappointed He was. In that post I said that He couldn’t possibly punish me worse than I’ve already punished… Continue reading The Worst Punishment
Today was my first test in the class I’ve been taking on Saturdays. I failed, miserably. Not even like a little. I’m talking tail tucking, what’s the point, I’m incompetent kind of failed. If it were up to me I would call it quits, head on home and forget about it. But that’s not an… Continue reading Failure