My heart is feeling a little lighter these days, I find myself smiling a little more, a few less tears to drown in. As we head into the winter months, I strive to maintain this momentum. I know what to expect. I know the darkness is upon us but I also know there are more… Continue reading Try and try again
A few nights ago I walked in on Sir using one of His partners unprotected. It was awkward. Unexpected. I should have turned around and walked out and minded my own business but I didn’t. You see, I have this misconception that I’ve talked about before. A misconception that I’m something I’m not. I get… Continue reading How to Care Less
I must apologize up front for beating a dead horse… I’m afraid this post will be much like so many others I’ve written. I will preface this post by saying I currently have an expectation to meet concerning my blog. Sir has giving me the assignment of posting every other Friday. Typically I can come… Continue reading Still afloat
With all the turmoil that has been our lives as of late, I have found myself in a state of despair. It isn’t chronic, this too shall pass. In fact the load is lightening already. The big news and changes are Sir’s new job. It was a huge decision for our family and He spent… Continue reading Giving Away His Happiness
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It’s been a week. Who am I kidding, it’s been a couple of months lol. Even though we’ve got a lot going on Sir remains my constant. He’s not freaking out. He’s not overreacting. He’s not falling apart. He is stressing but no one would ever know. He has this tremendous ability to remain calm.… Continue reading Timing
We’ve been cruising along at a pretty good clip for the last couple weeks. Things were starting to mellow out and feel good again, that permanent smile returned to my lips, life has been good. Then there was change. It’s not that I dislike change… It spices things up and keeps life interesting but when… Continue reading And Then There Was Change…
I’m learning that there are things I don’t need or want to know. I struggle with letting those things go because I have been conditioned for so many years to be in control. I don’t want to be in control. It is not my nature to be in control, however the majority of my adult… Continue reading Practice makes Perfect
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These days I really don’t know the answer to that. I’ve strayed so far from who I’ve been taught to be and I don’t like it. I don’t recognize the person I’ve become. I feel like I was such a good girl for such a long time and blew it all in one fell swoop.… Continue reading Who am I?
Becoming His slut 